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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Sing, Sweet Broken Hearted - Available January 2012

Here's the new cover art and lyrics for my upcoming album. 
Be sure to pick up the new record "Sing, Sweet Broken Hearted" available January 2012 on iTunes/Amazon.
Until then, check out www.reverbnation.com/jordaneastmanmusic for a FREE download of "You'll Find Love" (feat. Kalyn Eastman/Jaron Clark), live tracks and alternate mixes of songs from the record.  
I've been working hard booking shows across the country so check back soon for a complete list of dates and tour information! Enjoy!




Hey Darlin'
In my heart there are walls higher than the trees
But no one knows, no one knows but me
Yet still you set me burning just like gasoline
But no one knows, no one knows but me

I don't have the words to tell you all these words are about you
But I want you to know that it's you that I'm dreaming of
But no one knows, no one knows but me

I've never been too good at that whole trusting thing
But no one knows, no one knows but me
Yet still you seem to find the very best in me
But no one knows, no one knows but me
(chorus)

Darlin' this whole city seems a constant uphill stream of endless motion
But girl you look so pretty so let's you and me go run out to the ocean - and never leave
Somewhere no one knows, no one knows but you and me
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You'll Find Love
He sold knives and rosaries by the riverbed
In a coat sewn by his mother dear, that still caused memories of tears to flood his head
But he wore it to recall the words she said. When she said;

You’ll find love one day, oh. You’ll find love
You’ll find love one day, oh you’ll find love

She was born to life atop a circus wire
Until a series of events with kerosene and unattended elephants transpired
And the circus was destroyed by means of fire
So splendid was his smile when she saw him there peddling his cutlery
Concealed by camouflage of trees she so anxiously stared
But through the branches he saw her beauty un-compared

She said:
I’ll find love one day, oh. I’ll find love
I’ll find love one day, oh I’ll find love

But then one night a note and knife stuck in her tree she found.
It read:

Angel of mystery,
If you want to see me, if you want to meet me than come down tonight
 to the waterside
We can dance in the moonlight until the morning breaks the night
But if you don’t want to then it’s quite alright
I’ll be alright; oh I’ll be just fine

So she put on her best gypsy gown and came down from the tree
To the sight of a crowd gathered ‘round the estuary

For tragedy that evening struck the humble town
The water-gates had finally cracked but carried safely on his back
He’d swam the orphans all to higher ground
But heroic deeds can lead to heroes drowned

She ran to his side as they dragged him from the waves
And oh, how she cried when the savior could not be saved
“He was my one and only love” she claimed

But I’ll find love one day, oh. I’ll find love
I’ll find love one day. Oh, I’ll fine love
Love, love, love, love, love I’ll find love

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Please, Don't Eat the Flowers
What would you do if I promised you the moon then gave you the world instead?
Would you laugh at the exchange or be angry because I changed my word and hang your crying head?
If I promised you flowers then brought you April showers that made the chrysanthemums bloom
Would you clap with delight at the change oh so slight or accuse me of lying to you?

If you want to find a better man
Go ahead and try if you can
Where are you gonna find a better man?
No one else can love you like I can
Not another one can understand
You’re never gonna find a better man

If I swore not to change the way I feel today but then fell more in love with you
Would you cry, cry, cry, cry and lie down and die and accuse me of being untrue?
 (chorus)

If you put down your knife and I put down my gun
Would we stop this fight and straight to arm in arm run?
Our hearts beat through our chest like pounding cannonballs
Yet still we both resist the urge that’s begging us to fall
We’re afraid to fall in love because we’ve watched love fall apart
So we change the combination to the safes around our hearts
Oh, how it hurts - trying oh so hard not to get hurt
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The Waiting
Oh, my mother, I was born only moments before
You died and they carried you away
Sent to walk alone for my father was unknown
Upon these streets will I walk and will I lay

Alone, alone and orphan on my own
Until the pale moon shines upon my grave

My mother I have tried to be your joy and pride
But failure comes naturally to me
All these sins I find passing before my eyes
I pray soon one day I’ll be redeemed

Alone, alone and orphan on my own
Until the pale moon shines upon my grave
Alone, alone just hollow flesh and bone
This world’s a waiting room for judgment day
hey hey hey - hey hey hey hey

But I’ll see the sunshine some morning
So I timidly smile because I know in awhile I’ll be free
So I’ll bloody my feet on this gravel where I walk and sleep - until then

Oh, my mother, you’ll be joined by a broken wounded boy
When the angels have carried me away
hey hey hey - hey hey hey hey
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Who I Am
Hold on, I hold on
To the prayer I’ll become the man I’m born to be
I’m the final leaf on a withered tree in a struggle to decide
Should I hold through the cold alone or conform and fall and die?

Do you know who I am? Do you know who I am?
I’m trying oh, so hard to find who I should be
Do you know who I am? I’m begging, Mister, please.
Do you know who I am? Do you know who I am?
If you know who I am can you tell me?

When did I become just some foreign currency
That’s valuable to someone somewhere – but here I’m worth nothing?
The most elegant of poetry in a language you can’t read
To the right eyes I’m beautiful but you don’t understand me

I’m an escalator broken down and in need of inspection
No up or down – I’m just stairs now - with ambiguous direction
A single card missing from a deck that leaves the whole game unenjoyed
It’s funny how just one thing can leave you void
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 Woman Bound
I was woman born; now I’m woman dead
‘Cus that woman came then that woman left
She set my heart to raging flame
That was then put out by my tears like rain

I go down, down in misery ‘cus that girl got a hold of me
I’ll drown, drown, drown in the raging sea until she’s gone away from memory

I was woman free; now I’m woman bound
‘Cus that same old woman came back around
I’ve begged her to go but she’s promised to stay
Leave that woman alone or you’ll become woman chained
(chorus) 
All alone I was lonely; but I’m begging for lonely right now
‘Cus that girl is looking so homely there in that wedding gown

I was woman born; now I’m woman dead
‘cus that woman came but she never left me
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Cigarette
Goodmorning, my dear
I’m so glad you found me here
Let me linger on your lips and take your breath away
You use me to get through; then claim I’m only killing you
Then the moment that you’re done with me you throw me in the drain

But oh, me, I see that you’re only using me
The moment that the flame is gone you’re gone without goodbye
But it’s so clear to see that you still depend on me
Even though you claim that I’m not even in your life

I’m your cigarette; see that you never will forget me
Even though you’ve burned me out to ashes
But who’s the weaker one; I’m not in need of anyone
And you cling to all my friends left in the package

Oh, like smoke through the air we were gone
We’re gone like smoke through the air
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Oh! My Soul
The hardened heart will break just like a stone being crushed
By the hammer of a slave on the old railway lines
The whore and the saint will both be judged as one that day
When the master, finally humbled, with his servants he has dined

Oh, my soul will be free one day
When my heart has asked for one more beat than God’s willing to pay
Then I, oh I, I’ll be carried away
And my flesh will not stay bone when I have been laid in my grave
No, my flesh will not stay bone when I have been laid in my grave

They hung tight a rope around the stealing man’s neck
Before he rocked like a cradle in the wind gently blowing
He said, “The atheist will burn in hell right there beside me
The only difference is that I know and believe that I’m going”
(chorus)
The borders all will fall just like a man being shot
In the back by the hand of the law for stealing bread
And the soldiers then will march at sweet Armageddon’s call
When the devil’s learned to pray and we’re all saved by the dead
(chorus)
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Some Kind of Dream
All these chances I take fly like a sparrow toward some kind of dream
But regrets and mistakes are a barrel pointed at me
There’s no mountain too high when you’ve learned how to fly
Just spread your wings and lift off the ground
But the problem with flying is; no matter how I try it ends with
READY! AIM! FIRE! - BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! - Shoot me down

But I searched through the streets just looking for some kind of dream
Always praying that I would find something or something would find me

A shot ripped through my heart and I fell through the branches and into the dark
But I was higher on the mountain than I’d ever fallen before
That’s where I met you, broken and bleeding, just a wandering dreamer like me
And when I looked at you, pretty darlin’, I finally could see

That I’d searched through the streets just looking for some kind of dream
Always praying I would find something or something would find me
I’d traveled the world looking for diamonds and pearls
But I found all I needed when I found a beautiful girl

There’s nothing so wonderful as finding your sweet peace of mind
 I’ve never seen beautiful the way that I see in your eyes
If I hadn’t been shot down learning to fly
I’d still be searching for something my fall helped me find
I thank God I was shot…
(chorus)
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Sing, Sweet Broken Hearted/The Declaration
It’s been the hardest year of my life so far
The surgeon hands of time still work to mend my heart
I died the day that I lost my wife
But somehow dying taught me how to be alive
I made bags of riches more than eyes have seen
That served as temporary peace in a world of shattered dreams
But as fast as they were given they were taken back from me
But I found peace in misery

Swing low, sweet chariot
Come down and carry me home
Swing low, sweet chariot
Oh Lord, I’m so tired of being alone…

I searched to find solution but it seemed
That every weary path was wrong
I slept in cars in graveyards and parking lots for months
Never before had lonely hit so strong
But in my darkest time of need, Oh Lord, you forced me to see
That even through the blackness, the pain and the fear
You’d been hanging on to me
So I sang it, I sang it, I sang –

Swing low, sweet chariot
Come down and carry me home
Swing low, sweet chariot
Oh Lord, I’m so tired of being alone…

I’m broken but I’m not broken down
I’m torn but I’m not torn apart
I’m shattered now but I can still stand
You can never break an already broken heart
(chorus)

I’m not broken anymore my love
I guess I’m stronger than you thought I was
I’m not torn, I’m not crushed – I’m something beautiful…



All songs copyright © 2011 Jordan Eastman Music and property of Jordan Eastman music and Soundwire Records
 They may not be distributed or altered in any way without the artist's permission


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Dark and very honest. Absolute genius.